Absurd Marxist

I thought I am different though,
I belong to society of commons,
Producer of goods and then forming,
Majority of consumers, through our wages.

System has to change, equality will prevail,
Revolution will be brought for change,
Ideologies will be broken and made,
Literature should play its part too.

What should I do? Pronounce it on net?
Or shoot few capitalists i know?
To meet the students and tell my view?
they would follow of course.

Thinking all over it, as I was going for smoke,
Got hit on road by something and died.
I was studying Marx from a week

I was influenced by theories, till this happened.

Standing on the bridge

standing on the bridge

Standing on the bridge

stumbling slowly, up down

reminding me your ridge

at my home, in the town

Lights twinkling, many way

eyes saying; smiling, can't say

lights orange, shining may

your lips red, now all away

Two ends are there, any to choose

many walk them, nothing to loose

i have you only, one way to cruise

none you know can, fit in my shoes

Moon in cloud, can't I see

there it lies, feel it be

like love too hides, in the

and lighting valor, in me

People are fast, few are slow

I am still, and where to go

moves the one, on the toe

river I have, only to row

O! love of mine

O! power divine

where are you now

there have you been

we were together

knows the river

we will be here

loving forever

Once close your bulbs

or on passing by

open your heart

truth you will know

we are together

standing on the bridge.

Composed by me on- 10:00 p.m. 21/1/13 Yamuna Bridge, Allahabad

EVE OF 14th AUGUST 1947...

In evening, I am gazing at the red sky,

When sun is setting and kites are flying high,

There are so many kites here and there,

Just then a very beautiful one appear,

She looks very calm and bright,

Want to gain a little more height.

I told her,

Tomorrow we’ll get independence,

But just then,

I can feel in her a little bit fear,

Another kite of different shades and size,

Coming from the side,

She turns her head,

As she is finding a place to hide,

But this is not battle field,

This is open air, here either you want or not,

Everyone has to show some dare,

By the time they clashed with each other,

And become one,

This is the bloody scene which I feared,

At last it begun,

Sky is getting darker and darker,

With tide between them becoming, harder and harder,

Just then as they detached,

Their tide broke,

And they are going away,

Is this what freedom mean?

Or this is the beginning of finding our right way,

Now the time has come,

To ask immediately I can say,

What is our position in the world?

And where do we stay.

                                           

                

Jordan the casinova "Roxtar"

Just came from the movie "Rock star" and just loved it or may be something even more than it. whole movie is so symbolic of the fact that how whatever is in us can not be shown now cause of SOCIETY. the biggest problem of the generation.... this movie has to be made in India because we people never lived or stayed happy in boundaries... which this society and its concepts of 'right and wrong' has become. truly a masterpiece and preview of forthcoming gen. and its struggle with this scenario.

What a coincidence that yesterday i was wondering for the answer of wrong and right and today i watched the movie which reassured my answer.

" JO BHI MAI KAHNA CHAHUN BARBAD KRE ALFAJ MERE" best lines of the movie and as people didn't got that how big a hit sholay is may they have not understood it today but soon they will. then Ranbir and Jordan will be immortal.... Wait for the next gen.

Right and wrong

Searching through the question of RIGHT AND WRONG, I went to answers which are not visible generally in day light, but still through my learning since childhood I knew that anything can be seen, searched or found when there is light.... i was following the same light for a long time, suddenly my sister and I argued on the same and again I was bound by the question that you are not right and for which I had no answer, cause I have learnt through same learning (which I discussed earlier) that RIGHT is a RIGHT of society only not any individuals'.

so I moved towards the answer again, and luckily it was 3 at night and so there was no light to find it. But still I was moved to core and can't rest without finding it. Thanks to Civil Lines that I got some drinks to make my mind sharp for observing if there is something... suddenly I don't know what came in my mind I started counting people sleeping on road or beside it, as riding on my bike through city. After riding 5 miles I found that 233 people were sleeping and may be living like that for there whole life which I saw in one single night.  asked myself again, WHAT IS RIGHT? can they ask the same? have they got the capability of even questioning at all? it seemed like I found my answer.. RIGHT and wrong are words just necessity of those who have all there other necessities fulfilled, others just live and so do the RIGHT. "I WAS ALSO DOING THE SAME" NOT THINKING ABOUT RIGHT, " JUST LIVING".

Circumstances r never a reason for suicide...

With all the respect for people who may have done or attempted it, I cannot understand that how the person who attempts a suicide is courageous enough to do it because of bad circumstances..
we always need to remember that thousand of people suffer in similar or even worse situation in which we attempt suicide. Somewhere down the line it is our incapability of fight, due to which we do so and when we even forget that people who come out of difficult situations only, can and always become great... but when we find such opportunity then we think about not going for it.
I personally believe that if I'll go for suicide then before that  I'll do thousand of things which are not allowed in society like stealing the car which I cherish, proposing the girl whom I never did because I never had courage for so. F**k the hottest girl I know which I never attempted because I was worried about my social status in this society.... Cause if I am not feared by dying what else I can fear about. At the end of the day I am going to die anyhow.
And I also know that if someone can do above stated things he will never even think about dying, he will use the same courage to fight with worse situations.
FIGHTING FOR LIFE IS MUCH BETTER THAN FIGHTING FOR DEATH